Do it for the fat lady!
People are mostly hot to have a discussion when you're not.
In the first place, you’re way off when you start railing at things and people instead of at yourself.
You can't exist in this world with such strong likes and dislikes.
Among other things, you'll find that you're not the first one who was ever confused and frightened and even sickened by human behavior.
I was sixteen then, and I'm seventeen now, and sometimes I act like I'm about thirteen. Sometimes, I act a lot older than I am--I really do. But people never notice it. People never notice anything.