While the idea of taking you right now, against the wall, is enough to make me lose control, I want you to know that Iโm serious. Youโre not a hook up. Youโre not a friend with benefits. Youโre more than that to me.โ I closed my eyes, breathing heavily. โWell, that wasโฆreally sort of perfect.โ โIโm really sort of perfect โฆ Everyone else knows that. Youโre just a little slow on the uptake.
J. LynnI kind of missed the whole running into each other thing. Provided a lot of excitement." "I don't miss that," I admitted, bending over and rummaging through my bag for my notebook. "That was really embarrassing." "It shouldn't have been." "Easy for you to say. You're the one who got plowed. I was doing the plowing." Cam's mouth opened. Oh my God, did I really just say that? I had.
J. LynnA fine shiver coursed over my skin. "Seth?" "Yeah?" "You were in my dream." One amber-colored eye opened. "Please tell me we were naked." I rolled my eyes. "You're such a perv." He sighed mournfully as he wiggled closer. "I'll take that as a no." "You'd be correct." Unable to fall back to sleep, I started chewing on my lip. So many worries surfaced at once that my brain spun.
J. LynnWeโve all done stuff we arenโt proud of. If you knewโฆโ He shook his head. โThe point is, I donโt know why you did this. I just hope that whatever the reason was, itโs something that youโve come to terms with. I donโt think any less of you because of it. I never did.
J. LynnEverything okay?" Cam asked, placing his hand on my lower back. Concern pinched his brows. "Yes." I dropped my cell back into my bag. Everything was okay. Maybe not perfect, but life wasn't meant to be perfect. It was messy and sometimes it was a disaster, but there was beauty in the messiness and there could be peace in the disaster.
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