Everything valuable takes time, there are no overnight successes.
You have to commit to the what, before the how shows up.
To be 'on purpose' means you're doing what you love to do, doing what you're good at, and accomplishing what's important to you.
If you hang in there long enough, you will eventually reach your goal.
Decide what it is you want, write it down, review it constantly, and each day do something that moves you toward those goals.
Do you realize that your life at this very moment is the result of everything that you have ever thought , done , believed , or felt up until now ? You can start right now to consciously and deliberately attract whatever you desire in this lifetime.