Indifference is a misguided way of defending ourselves.
Nobody knows why they were born or where they come from.
The willingness to empty ourselves and then seek our true nature is an expression of great and courageous love.
What we seek is what we are.
In sitting on the meditation cushion and assuming the meditation posture, we connect ourselves with the present moment in this body and on this earth.
Weigh the true advantages of forgiveness and resentment to the heart. Then choose.