And as ridiculous as it may sound, sometimes all any of us needs in life is for someone to hold our hand and walk next to us.

Live and let live, do not judge, take life as it comes and deal with it, everything will be okay.

She made me feel better than I have ever felt, better than I imagined I could feel, and it scared me, it scared me to the point of paralysis.

My life is routine. I wake up early in the morning. I brush my teeth. I sit on the floor of the cell I do not go to breakfast. I stare at a gray cement wall. I keep my legs crossed my back straight my eyes forward. I take deep breaths in and out, in and out, and I try not to move. I sit for as long as I can I sit until everything hurts I sit until everything stops hurting I sit until I lose myself in the gray wall I sit until my mind becomes as blank as the gray wall. I sit and I stare and I breathe. I sit and I stare. I breathe.

Are we biology or God or something higher? I know my heart beats and I listen to it. The beat is biology, but what is the song?

Let things be, let yourself be, let everything be and accept it as it is. Nothing more. Nothing less.

I'm just going to write my books and do my work and release it. Let the world decide what it is, and if it's any good or not.