Forgetting is the mind's way of helping you heal. Helping you move on.
That's what courage is you know: being afraid and doing what you have to do anyway.
You need to let yourself feel. Feel it, own it. Then move on
What can I say? I've never met a cupcake I didn't want to get to know better.
I can't promise you forever, because that's not long enough.
One breath at a time. One day at a time. Wake up, and be shredded. Cry for a while. Then stop crying and go about your day. You're not okay, but you're alive, and you will be okay, someday.