That's why you did it. You wanted your world to collapse around you. You wanted everything to get as dark as possible.

Everything seemed good, but I knew it had the potential to be awful.

How many times had I let myself connect with someone only to have it thrown back in my face?

A flood of emotions rushes into me. Pain and anger. Sadness and pity. But most surprising of all, hope.

And here he is again, yet things feel like they'll never be as easy between us as they once were.

No one knows for certain how much impact they have on the lives of other people. Oftentimes, we have no clue. Yet we push it just the same.

Maybe it didn’t seem like a big deal to you Zach. But now, I hope you understand. My world was collapsing. I needed those notes. I needed any hope those notes might have offered. And you? You took that hope away. You decided I didn’t deserve to have it.