You described the feeling you’d always had of being misplaced, of always standing to one side of yourself, of watching yourself in the world even as you were being in the world, and wondering if this was how everyone felt. That you always believed that other people had a clearer idea of what they were doing, and didn’t worry quite so much about why.
Jay McInerneySometimes I think the difference between what we want and what we're afraid of is about the width of an eyelash.
Jay McInerney