I went down and played with Magic Johnson at his all-star game in Atlanta. I remember Magic stopped the game and said, 'We need you here with us in L.A.

People say, 'Jay, you're a great guy, you just had a couple of bad nights.' People that have themselves under control don't have a couple of bad nights like that. Plain and simple.

I will never be able to move on as much as people would like me to.

That's what prison did for me, it isolated me, you know, it polished me up like a stone.

Every day people say you got to move on with your life. You have to move on. And you just can't.

I don't think there is a person who loves the Nets as much as I do - from our fans, all the employees in the arenas, the front office personnel and the owners. I will always be loyal to our fans and the Nets.

I could have been better. That's my goal now, to be better.