Why bother inflicting enormous pain on yourself when sooner or later Life would certainly get around to doing it for you?
I mean, really: what kind of person could possibly dislike me?
Now I know what it is like to feel like a total idiot.
Life's only obligation, afterall, was to be interesting.
I had killed our careful relationship by driving my tongue through its heart and pushing it off a cliff.
For the first time I could remember, I felt weak, woozy and stupidโ like a human-being. Like a very small and helpless human-being.