I don't recommend washing your face. Because you might drown.
If you can't move your brush good, just move your face.
Make it look like your skin is not so angry at you for your bad life choices.
Thereโs no cure for ugly, but you can make yourself into a human optical illusion.
You can always care [about what others think]. You probably always will care. But don't let it dictate your choices and what you want and what you want to accomplish and who you want to be. Don't let anyone get in the way of that. That's being yourself.
If you want to be like someone, there's nothing stopping you from modeling yourself after someone else. You don't have to BE them - that's not your job in life. Your job in life is not to be someone else. You just want to be as good at being you as that person is at being them.