Let me say that the path I did take for a brief period of my life was not of reckless drug use, hurting others, but it was a path of quiet rebellion, of a little experimentation of a darker side of my confusion in a confusing world, lost in the midst of finding my identity.

I just want to get to the level where I can say that that's my level, just try to play well, get up there.

But, you know, I just want to play well and have fun playing well.

I know there is much mystery, much question to what happened, and I must also say, many lies.

You have to block everything out and be extremely focused and be relaxed and mellow too.

To win Grand Slams you have to be in the right frame of mind, the right physical shape.

It doesn't matter whether I qualify or wildcards.