Let me say that the path I did take for a brief period of my life was not of reckless drug use, hurting others, but it was a path of quiet rebellion, of a little experimentation of a darker side of my confusion in a confusing world, lost in the midst of finding my identity.

But, you know, I just want to play well and have fun playing well.

I had an instinct before and maybe now I don't have that instinct as much as knowing what to do, what shots to hit, where to place the ball, things like that.

Yes, I made mistakes by rebelling, by acting out in confused ways.

Coming back after the layoff, I wasn't really sure what to expect.

I mean, I feel like just a new person completely.

I feel life I've started a new chapter in my life, and I need to live the past behind.