Coming back after the layoff, I wasn't really sure what to expect.

It wasn't my tennis that made me lose, it was a lot of different things going on, high drama, high emotion.

I mean, I feel like just a new person completely.

I had an instinct before and maybe now I don't have that instinct as much as knowing what to do, what shots to hit, where to place the ball, things like that.

People want to hear what I have to say and respect what I say.

Forget about tennis, I was scared to open my mouth. I didnt even feel worthy of saying something and not sounding stupid.

It doesn't matter whether I qualify or wildcards.