I mean, I feel like just a new person completely.
It wasn't my tennis that made me lose, it was a lot of different things going on, high drama, high emotion.
Tennis is what I do and is part of who I am.
I know there is much mystery, much question to what happened, and I must also say, many lies.
I'm happy with what I've done but it's a challenge to try to win more.
I just want to get to the level where I can say that that's my level, just try to play well, get up there.