I loved him in a way that you can really only do the first time around. It's the kind of love that doesn't know better and doesn't want to-it's dizzy and foolish and fierce. That kind of love is really a one-time-only thing.
Jenny HanLove is scary: it changes; it can go away. That's the part of the risk. I don't want to be scared anymore.
Jenny HanThere hadnโt been one specific moment. It was like gradualy waking up. You go from being asleep to the space between dreaming and awake and then into consciousness. Itโs a slow process, but when youโre awake, thereโs no mistaking it. There was no mistaking that it had been love.
Jenny Han