Everyone needs someone to believe in.
You do not have to protect people's pocket books. They'll do a better job of that than you will.
Forgiven sin is better than accumulated wrath.
Sin regardless of how you get there is a vulnerable and a dangerous place to be. Living in unforgiveness is living in an unsafe place.
You can't forgive your sin. Only God can.
Would you like me to teach you how to trust God? Start with your money.