Shrugging out of the damaged shirt, Jake said roughly, โI still dream about you.โ โI have nightmares about you.โ I dragged my T-shirt over my head, threw it aside.
Josh LanyonI'm not insane. This is very simple, very straightforward. Provided he doesn't kill me, its foolproof.
Josh LanyonI gave a helpless laugh. โDamned if I know. I thinkโฆwe seem to have reached impasse. I feel betrayed by your friendship with Verlane. I realize thatโs not logical. I realize that if Iโd made the mistakes Verlane has made, Iโd want my friends to stand by me, hope that someone would help me when the time came. I justโฆโ โWhat?โ I met his eyes. โI just need to come first for someone, Guy.
Josh LanyonI love you," Jake whispered. "Are you strong enough for this?" I made myself comfortable. Said over my shoulder, "Sure." "Would you tell me if you weren't?" I grinned. "Maybe. I can't think of a nicer way to commit suicide." "That's good. I can't think of a more pleasant way to commit murder.
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