As they were carting him off on a gurney, all I could think was, I wish that was me.
What did she see in me? What does she see that I don't?
Like anyone cared where I was, or who I was.
Year after year. "Please don't make me go [to school]" "You have to go," Kim would say. "It's a new school, make a new start." "Sticks and stones." from Chip. Words will only kill you.
It was her way of saying, "You should kill yourself.
This is my vision-what I imagine I'll pass through on my way to the light. The blue sky, the clouds, the rays of light.