Year after year. "Please don't make me go [to school]" "You have to go," Kim would say. "It's a new school, make a new start." "Sticks and stones." from Chip. Words will only kill you.

She's still doing it, pushing me into situations I can't handle, making me cope. She knows I can't cope.

I'm scared. What will tomorrow bring? It has to be better than today. It has to.

I'd decided to write him and tell him to leave me alone. Please, in a nice way, go away, I really can't deal with you.

Girls scare me more than boys. Boys are cruel. Girls are mean.

The sad truth is, they should never trust me.

But its not funny. Not to people who've been told they're losers their whole lives and believe they will never be anything else.