Feelings are like a color chart that God has given us.
A forest is mystery but the desert is truth. Life pared to the bone.
I've seen batting all over the world. And in other countries too
What happens is that people who are very religious but who are not in touch with reality, cannot be spiritual.
All I have to tell you about is what I have heard and seen of Jesus, how He is helping me find freedom, to occasionally love other people, and even accept myself with all my mixed motives.
I grew up and I became very successful at what I did as a young man. I became a work addict because this was the only way I could get any relief from this pain.