I did not myself know what I wanted: I feared life, desired to escape from it, yet still hoped something of it.
Leo TolstoyI was now prepared to accept any faith so long as it did not demand a direct denial of reason, which would have been a deceit.
Leo TolstoyHimmlisch ist's wenn ich bezwungen Meine irdische Begier; Aber doch wenn's nich gelungen Hatt' ich auch recht huebsch Plaisir! Loosely translated: It is heavenly, when I overcome My earthly desires But nevertheless, when I'm not successful, It can also be quite pleasurable.
Leo Tolstoy