Sure, having my pictures taken in the nude and doing things that I did got me in the door but it didn't keep me in the room. To have lasted as long as I've lasted, obviously, I have to have something more going for me.

I always felt like I was a freak when I was growing up and that there was something wrong with me because I couldn't fit in anywhere.

I'm sure other people have a very strange view of my lifestyle.

Hurt that's not supposed to show, and tears that fall when no one knows.

My point of view and philosophy continues to change and grow. As the years go by you go through this evolution.

You're so consumed with how much you get, you waste your time with hate and regret.

I feel just as hungry today as I did the day I left home.