Tenancy laws can be so complicated; I want to make sure OP is protected as much as possible.

Enjoy your relationship with your boyfriend and don't worry about the people or situations you dream about. Once you wake up, they're over; let them go.

You can care very much about someone without being capable of becoming their primary caregiver in the event of their parents' untimely death.

You are allowed to draw lines even if your feelings are irrational. Part of the marvelous business of being an adult human is that you get to set your own boundaries for whatever reasons you like, without appending a sensible rationale to them.

Don't badger people without children into admitting the secret desire for children you're sure they have to you! Don't badger anyone! Leave the badgering to the badgers.

One of the glorious things about being a person in the world is that you don't have to worry about whether or not someone else is trying to be creepy.

It's one thing to be a high achiever; it's quite another to privately sneer at your girlfriend's friends after feigning friendliness because they have the "misfortune" to drive a bus for a living.