As long as you don't think he's just pretending not to mind for your sake, it sounds like he has truly accepted that blow jobs are too difficult and painful for you to perform, and he's still very satisfied with your sex life. Take him at his word.

There are alternatives to pregnancy if you want another child.

You can care very much about someone without being capable of becoming their primary caregiver in the event of their parents' untimely death.

There are few things more disconcerting than realizing the first date you thought went so well was in fact a dud.

I'm of the belief that dating "potential" is almost always an exercise in frustration.

Reconciliation is not possible when one party asks the other to obliterate all signs of their relationship.

You who have suffered so much do not want to be with the kind of person who makes "black widow" jokes to deal with an uncomfortable, painful moment. You should be with a person capable of great compassion and understanding.