I'm of the belief that dating "potential" is almost always an exercise in frustration.

Enjoy your relationship with your boyfriend and don't worry about the people or situations you dream about. Once you wake up, they're over; let them go.

In no state in America is it legal for a landlord to demand their tenants lead a "healthy lifestyle" in order to rent property.

I'm of the opinion that it is always a kind and appropriate decision to get in touch with someone who's lost a loved one to remind them that you're thinking of them and have fond memories of the deceased.

There are alternatives to pregnancy if you want another child.

If this is something you'd truly like to work on, not out of a sense of guilt but because you would enjoy occasionally reciprocating, there are a wealth of resources out there for the enthusiastic amateur (you are far from the only would-be blow-jobber whose spirit is willing but gag reflex is weak). You have more options than "no blow jobs, ever" and "regular whole-hog sessions to completion that result in vomiting."

You can care very much about someone without being capable of becoming their primary caregiver in the event of their parents' untimely death.