Eat, sleep and swim, that's all I can do.

I consider myself normal. I've spent 20 years in the pool. I consider that something that's normal.

And I hope seeing a therapist becomes 10 times easier in the future. For me, once I came out of treatment, I got into a therapist and continued my road to recovery and health and happiness. But not everyone can do that. It's challenging to see a therapist when you work full-time, when you can't get an appointment within a week, and then by the time you do get one, maybe you feel like your "problem" has lessened and you don't bother to go in. It's about access.

I've been able to get an excitement back in the water.

I want to be able to look back and say, 'I've done everything I can, and I was successful.' I don't want to look back and say I should have done this or that. I'd like to change things for the younger generation of swimmers coming along.

I don't want to be the next Mark Spitz; I want to be the first Michael Phelps

Once I retire, I'm retiring. I'm done.