You are learning too much, remembering too much, trying to hard relax a little bit, give life a chance to flow its own way, unassisted by your mind and effort. Stop directing the river's flow!
MoojiYou are here. You are not the one who will go and come. Let what you're suffering from go and come, not you. You stay put.
MoojiNo thought has any power. You have power. And when you identify and believe in the thought you give power to the thought.
Mooji