You want to be free as the ego, but you need to be free FROM the ego. To be free from it is to understand its unreality.
MoojiThere is no need to believe or disbelieve your thoughts - just don't enter anything. They don't distract you - you get distracted. Nothing exists in itself as a distraction - it is you who get distracted. Why?
MoojiYou are the knower of knowledge; you perceive perceiving. Come to this place, and see if any questions remain there within you.
Mooji