You are learning too much, remembering too much, trying to hard relax a little bit, give life a chance to flow its own way, unassisted by your mind and effort. Stop directing the river's flow!
MoojiActually, being what you are is the simplest. What is difficult is to stop being what you are not.
MoojiDon't belong to anything. Don't belong to anyone. Just Be. Feel your Being first and foremost, and don't compare or compete. Just Be your Being.
MoojiLife cannot be against you, for you are Life itself. Life can only seem to go against the ego's projections, which are rarely the truth.
Mooji