That was always a dream of mine, to have a large family, a huge family.

It's a very different bond, siblings and friends. And I just - I wanted that huge family, just to surround me, be surrounded by.

I am responsible. Yes, I have chosen to be single.

I think there are a lot of things in life that are not fair. But life, I believe, isn't always perfect and idealistic.

Reflecting back on my childhood, I know it wasn't functional. I was very unconditionally loved and accepted, I felt, by my father.

I have never thought of Angelina Jolie except the last time I saw one of her movies. I think that was years ago. It is so far away from the place I'm in right now to think of think of any celebrity.

I was looking at myself, and acknowledged that I wasn't in love at all with him [husband]. I was in love with having children.