That was always a dream of mine, to have a large family, a huge family.

I was looking at myself, and acknowledged that I wasn't in love at all with him [husband]. I was in love with having children.

It's a very different bond, siblings and friends. And I just - I wanted that huge family, just to surround me, be surrounded by.

I think there are a lot of things in life that are not fair. But life, I believe, isn't always perfect and idealistic.

That was always a dream of mine, to have a large family, a huge family.

I don't believe I'm selfish in any way.

I personally do not believe I'm irresponsible. Everything I do revolves around my children.