I have never thought of Angelina Jolie except the last time I saw one of her movies. I think that was years ago. It is so far away from the place I'm in right now to think of think of any celebrity.

It's a very different bond, siblings and friends. And I just - I wanted that huge family, just to surround me, be surrounded by.

I'm providing myself to my children. I'm loving them unconditionally, accepting them unconditionally.

I went through about seven years of trying. And through artificial insemination. And through medication. And all of which was unsuccessful.

Are we defined by our choices? Our behavior? Our actions? No. I don't believe that defines our worth.

I've chosen never to go on welfare. I feel as though it is my responsibility to do what I can to provide for my children.

That was always a dream of mine, to have a large family, a huge family.