Even where friendship is concerned, it takes me a long time to trust people.
If I get to wrapped up in how I have to be, or what I have to do, things gradually get worse and worse.
I enjoyed the opportunities, but there was no time to think.
Now, on nights that I can't sleep, I play video games alone until the morning.
When I was snowed under with the work of an idol, I didnt have time to think.
During my grief, I realised there was nothing I could do for my mother, but I did have a child.