I had no choice in the decision to make myself available. I was not always doing things I wanted to do.

If I get to wrapped up in how I have to be, or what I have to do, things gradually get worse and worse.

If I don't think about anything, and start with a clean slate, in terms of what I have to do, a lot of different ideas come up, and I can think about things more openly.

For the most part, I don't care about what everyone else is doing, or what is popular.

When I was younger, there was a huge gap between what I wanted to do and what I could do as an idol.

I wish I could balance life as an artist and a mother, but sometimes when I am doing live concerts, I have to ask people to help me in my other role.

Until now, I was insecure and I believed what the people around me said in regarding what I should sing.