When I was snowed under with the work of an idol, I didnt have time to think.
I think afterall, a promotion video is a piece of work in it's own right.
If I get to wrapped up in how I have to be, or what I have to do, things gradually get worse and worse.
I had no choice in the decision to make myself available. I was not always doing things I wanted to do.
I guess you could say I'm cautious, or a coward.
Even where friendship is concerned, it takes me a long time to trust people.