I enjoyed the opportunities, but there was no time to think.
Aside from my work, in my everyday private life, I'm not a very adventurous person. I don't look for change.
After I can be happy with knowing that I did what I wanted to do.
If I get to wrapped up in how I have to be, or what I have to do, things gradually get worse and worse.
Simply, there are many things I would like to do.
I guess you could say I'm cautious, or a coward.