Simply, there are many things I would like to do.

I enjoyed the opportunities, but there was no time to think.

I'm not completely at ease at rapping, I can't do it well yet.

I never had the chance to consider what or how I wanted to be.

After I can be happy with knowing that I did what I wanted to do.

Even my closest friend said I was finished, but I think I may be a little different from the others.

I guess you could say I'm cautious, or a coward.