I want my brain to slide back into the slot it was meant to be in, rest there the way it did before the fall of last year, back when I was young, witty, and my teachers said I had incredible promise.

She doesn't want to end up like me. At least I'm giving someone an example not to follow.

I don't know how I can be so ambitious and so lazy at the same time.

I can't eat and I can't sleep. I'm not doing well in terms of being a functional human, you know?

I want my brain to slide back into the slot it was meant to be in, rest there the way it did before the fall of last year, back when I was young, witty, and my teachers said I had incredible promise.

I think you run out of 'I love yous

I've had good moments scattered since then, times when I thought I was better, but that was the last day I felt triumphant.