I'm still a nobody, when am I not going to be a nobody?

You want to play video games twenty-four hours a day?" "Or watch. I just want to not be me. Whether it's sleeping or playing video games or riding my bike or studying. Giving my brain up. That's what's important.

And that was the closest I've ever come to an epiphany.

I work. And I think about work, and I freak out about work, and I think about how much I think about work, and I freak out about how much I think about how much I think about work, and I think about how freaked out I get about how much I think about how much I think about work.

If there is a next life, I hope it's in the past; I don't think the future will be any more handleable. I think it's a little harsh how the END button is red.

Sometimes I wish I had an easy answer for why I'm depressed.

Relationships change even more than people. It's like two people changing. It's exponentially more volatile. Especially two teenagers.