That's what gets me through the day. Knowing that I could do it. That I'm strong enough to do it and I can get it done.

I can't eat and I can't sleep. I'm not doing well in terms of being a functional human, you know?

That's all I can do. I'll keep at it and hope it gets better.

Relationships change even more than people. It's like two people changing. It's exponentially more volatile. Especially two teenagers.

I don't-" I shake my head. (...) "What? What were you going to say?" This is another trick of shrinks. They never let you stop in midthought. If you open your mouth, they want to know exactly what you had the intention of saying.

If you can't get out of bed for long enough, people come and take your bed away

I wanted to tell people, "My depression is acting up today" as an excuse for not seeing them, but I never managed to pull it off.