(...) Since I was a kid." "Which you refer to as 'back when you were happy.'" "Right.

Dreams are only dreams until you wake up and make them real.

They've spent alot of money on me. I'm ashamed.

Sometimes I just think depression's one way of coping with the world. Like, some people get drunk, some people do drugs, some people get depressed. Because there's so much stuff out there that you have to do something to deal with it.

That made me happy. That was my Anchor.

That's all I can do. I'll keep at it and hope it gets better.

What happened when you woke up?" "I was having a dream. I don’t know what it was, but when I woke up, I had this awful realization that I was awake. It hit me like a brick in the groin." "Like a brick in the groin, I see." "I didn't want to wake up. I was having a much better time asleep. And that's really sad. It was almost like a reverse nightmare, like when you wake up from a nightmare you're so relieved. I woke up into a nightmare." "And what is that nightmare, Craig?" "Life." "Life is a nightmare." "Yes.