There are no identical twins, or forgivable sins.
Suicide is the only way out.
There's no present, there's no future, I don't even know about the past.
All I ever wanted to do was to do something good so that my parents could be proud of me.
They say military have the so-called 'secret intelligence' - this amount of intelligence must be very secret, since I've never seen any intelligent military person, nor I have seen any sense in the bloody stupid wars.
I've been dictating to my son, who's helping me on his computer. I'm spending a lot of time doing research - I've just got up to 1971, when I went crazy and dived through the window. My life is so full of interesting stories.