There's always some days you wish things had never happened, like you'd never been born, that sort of thing but I'm not the kind of person anyway that can just sit around and say, "gee, I wish that never happened." I don't ever do that. There's no point. That is a total and complete waste of time.

And for any victim of a violent crime, when you actually get to go in and realize and see their faces and know that they can't hurt you any more, there is no feeling like that. It finally frees you from a lot of demons.

And here in Los Angeles, once again, I'm going to go down and be a witness. There's a guilty plea. I don't mind being on the witness stand, but I think they mind it a lot.

I finally figured out what my crime was. I lived. Big mistake.

You have to go hunting to know the excitement of seeing someone get their first deer. It's a thrill for them. It is.

You know, my daughters have been through their entire lives and knowing about my case.

Through my mind, is just the horror of these people. I had been held by them, I knew how violent they were.