And, you know, like I said, I'm not looking forward to a trial.

I mean, they call it Stockholm Syndrome and post traumatic stress disorder. And, you know, I had no free will. I had virtually no free will until I was separated from them for about two weeks.

I think Charles Manson was a hair's breath away from just being a terrorist. He wanted to start a war, too.

Well, you know, they were - they were a terrorist group. They - when I was kidnapped they published all of their statements about their war that they declared on the United States.

Through my mind, is just the horror of these people. I had been held by them, I knew how violent they were.

I got hit in the face with a gun. I'm not very fragile at all. It makes me think maybe things would be easier if I were terribly frail and fragile somehow.

My daughters have grown up knowing all about my kidnapping and the case and what happened.