You should consider an employment change before you consider selling out.
People who have nothing to hide, hide nothing. You should be an open book, be transparent.
Pain is the price you pay for resisting life.
Some people prefer the passenger role, because it imposes no real pressure to decide or stand accountable for their life results.
I just am not good at math.
Take it from a guy: If you're in love with somebody, you will swim the stream, you will climb the mountain, you will slay the dragon. You're going to get to her somehow, some way.