I married him for a green card. We had a really great, caring relationship; it just obviously wasn't right for me.

I knew I wasn't attractive, and I was very happy about that. I didn't want to be attractive. I didn't want to attract. As long as no one wanted to be let in, I didn't have to shut anyone out.

I want young people to see me and think you can be feminine and smart and successful, all at the same time.

I was trying to find a reason for having had to escape from the place that was my home. To convince myself of my choices, I had to make it a place that everyone should want to escape from.

When you have the paparazzi hiding in the bushes outside your home, the only thing you can control is how you respond publicly.

I justified it in so many ways. I had a very, very long and difficult struggle with my sexuality.

I highly recommend inviting the worst-case scenario into your life.