I knew I wasn't attractive, and I was very happy about that. I didn't want to be attractive. I didn't want to attract. As long as no one wanted to be let in, I didn't have to shut anyone out.

I have a very, very healthy relationship with food in that I eat whatever I want, whenever I want. I never restrict quantities or types of food.

I justified it in so many ways. I had a very, very long and difficult struggle with my sexuality.

I don't even like watching sex scenes in movies. I have a slight prudish side to me.

In high school I had sex with girls quite a few times. They were straight women who I convinced to jump in the sack with me.

And I somehow always felt less lonely when I was completely alone.

I love being able to wear dresses and clothes that make me feel feminine and beautiful, and I love the fact that I don't have to all the time; I can wear a tank and jeans.