Apologies are not pass/fail.
You will need to find your passion. Don't give up on finding it because then all you're doing is waiting for the Reaper.
Remember brick walls let us show our dedication. They are there to separate us from the people who don't really want to achieve their childhood dreams.
When we're connected to others, we become better people.
If you want something bad enough, never give up (and take a boost when offered).
Be good at something. It makes you valuable. Have something to bring to the table, because that will make you more welcome.