I wanted control over what was said and what was not said, rather than holding my head down in shame.

I got a phone call saying we are from the News of the World, and we're exposing you and David Beckham. My heart did not beat for a minute.

I was reading so much about myself in the papers that was not me.

I am seriously considering it.

I'm a new mum who spends her days making baby food and cooking for her man. And I couldn't be happier.

I did not know what my future was going to hold.

I wanted to step forward and be on TV and for people to see who I really was.