I am not trying to give an image of a fairytale, perfect, everything else, I am just being myself.

I was reading so much about myself in the papers that was not me.

I wanted to step forward and be on TV and for people to see who I really was.

I am utterly in love with my son and my boyfriend and live in the most magical place on Earth. I've been in Norway for ten months now and I have loved every minute of it.

Don't get me wrong - I love London, and still have an apartment there. But it is also a hard city and it wears you down.

I am seriously considering it.

I did not know what my future was going to hold.