Don't get me wrong - I love London, and still have an apartment there. But it is also a hard city and it wears you down.
I'm a new mum who spends her days making baby food and cooking for her man. And I couldn't be happier.
I did not know what my future was going to hold.
I am seriously considering it.
I wanted to step forward and be on TV and for people to see who I really was.
I got a phone call saying we are from the News of the World, and we're exposing you and David Beckham. My heart did not beat for a minute.