I was reading so much about myself in the papers that was not me.

I got a phone call saying we are from the News of the World, and we're exposing you and David Beckham. My heart did not beat for a minute.

I was reading so much about myself in the papers that was not me.

I am not trying to give an image of a fairytale, perfect, everything else, I am just being myself.

I'm a new mum who spends her days making baby food and cooking for her man. And I couldn't be happier.

Don't get me wrong - I love London, and still have an apartment there. But it is also a hard city and it wears you down.

I did not know what my future was going to hold.